Thoughts of destruction wrap my head.
Trust and hope are shattered.
I don’t even know what to do anymore.
My limbs are numb from exhaustion.
I can’t move. Not even a hair.
Perhaps this is a negative thought?
I don’t know what to do.
Since the day I decided to stop moving,
The last thing I want is to cry.
I guess you’re right…
You, only, can silence my shattered mind.
Like a white noise, you deafen me.
How dare you interrupt?
Forget about the past, I am well aware.
But for my sake, this is the cost.
Let’s share this unpredictable.
I know how this sounds.
Believe in me, it’s not unbearable.
Should I misunderstand this?
It’s the only way we can have it all.
My only chance of surviving this curse.
I’ve decided to put it all to end.