This is not my usual day to day topic but I need to note which day is which. So yesterday, I have decided to accept the fate of my cat (which I created and invented on my mind).
BUT HE CAME BACK!
Before I fell asleep last night, I didn’t want to be worried about the disappearance of my precious. So I decided to do what I know I could do best: let my worries out and give them to God.
My prayer that night was for God to make Manaw a safe path towards the house, if not a safe place to sleep and rest. I let go of the worries I had because I know that I cannot do anything more than ask for help. There are things that only Him can. I didn’t want to tire myself up for something that I cannot control. That was the bravest thing I did for the situation. I surrendered all my weakness to Him.
The night was fine. I have had dreams. Normal dreams I cannot remember. But the shocking part was when something bit me on my legs and I woke up confused. When I saw the clock, it was only 5 in the morning.
I didn’t want to go back to sleep because I remembered that Manaw didn’t come back home yet. It was heartbreaking.
Until it’s already half past 5 and my bf showed me a photo.
He told me after that he came back at 11 in the evening, ten minutes after we stopped texting last night. I don’t know why he didn’t tell me but I am okay now.
I was so happy I didn’t want to go and see him personally. Because if I do, I will cry my lungs out. I decided to go after lunch at 5 o’clock. (it was an inside joke because I always go out in the house later than “after lunch” and my bf didn’t take me seriously the next time I told him so.) I went at 3 o’clock.
When I saw him, I hugged him so tight he must have choked. Then I gave him “croccantini”, Italian for treats.
And then we decided to go to the balcony to get some fresh air. Here he is saying sorry.
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- Truth Hurts
- Breaking Point
- Do Not Fear
- Start of Work
- Little Accomplishments
- Someone’s Something
- Why I Love Green
- Had to Ride Again
- A Little Escape from Reality
- Look What I Just Got!
- What Happened in Summer 2018
- Cat Appreciation
- Part of the Family
- Youth in Banners: What are They Rallying For?
- Bike Riding Improvements
- Compose a Love Song
- Saturday Photowalk
- This Is It!
- Fancy Meeting You
- When Did I Realize I Was a Cat Person?
- Murder in the Alps
- What a Relief
- Another Path
- Walking is Healthier
- To All the Girls Who Stopped Believing in Love (an Open Letter)
- Living the Past (Part 10)
- Violet Evergarden Review